just a quick snack before homework, suddenly you’re sitting, grounded
against cobbled linoleum, avocado for hobbits, wheat for a country lane,
dizzy against the refrigerator, breathe in, breath out, harvest gold and humming
crawling in like mimolette, crunchy with mites, cave-aged
over crystalline flesh, the kitchen cabinets grow grey, crackle
at the corners of your periphery, mom is at a meeting
won’t be home until late
pin pricks of adrenaline climb your shoulders, the stretch you can’t reach
between waist and nape – itch and burn of yellow-jacketed
all six feet and stinging, like peroxide on summer cuts
tonight’s jazzy All Things Considered theme song wavers,
staticky, staccato your eyes moving slowly in the splits
between blinks, the yarn-wrapped key at your neck pulses
where will you go tonight?
I want to hug your inner child. I remember those long evenings, too . . .
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Thank you. I am grateful that, I only remember one intense panic attack, and I was old enough to manage myself through it.
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